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Post by the_who on Nov 23, 2008 21:22:02 GMT -5
"I just... never wanted them." Taifu mumbled, but Zim could sense that it wasn't the whole truth. He stared up at her with his calm expression until she caved in. "It's just... after what happened to me... I don't think I could bring a kid into the world knowing that bad things could happen to it, Zim." She bit her lip.
"I would never beat your-"
"I know you wouldn't!" Taifu interupted, "But... what if something happened to you or me? Or what if something happened that we couldn't control?" He stared in confusion at the tears misting in her eyes, and he leaned up, stroking through her hair.
"More to do with Ongaku?" She didn't answer. He sighed... sometimes he wished he could erase her memory of her twin. He seemed to dictate so much of her life, even when dead. She turned her head in shame, knowing he didn't want to hear it. "Irkens are strong. Any smeet we produce-"
"What if it didn't even work? What if it came out deformed? You don't get it, Zim! I DON'T want to bring something into the world just so it can feel pain!"
"Taifu, not all of life is suffering! You have to let go sometime."
"You try living the life I've lived then tell me to let go!"
"You try living the life I've lived! For your information, I'm BANISHED!" She was silenced, and he stared at her with cold eyes. "I CAUSED A BLACKOUT IN MY FIRST MONTH OF EXISTANCE! I CAUSED THE DESTRUCTION OF TWO OF MY LEADERS BY SHEER STUPIDITY! I DESTROYED HALF THE INVADER TRAINING CAMP! I WAS THE REASON IMPENDING DOOM 1 FAILED! MY NAME IS MOCKED THROUGHOUT THE GALAXY! I'M HATED BY MY OWN PEOPLE! MY ENTIRE MISSION WAS A JOKE! MY LIFE IS A JOKE! NO MATTER HOW HARD I TRY, I ALWAYS SCREW UP! AND UNLIKE YOU, I ACTUALLY WAS RAPED! SEVERAL TIMES I WAS RAPED! You're not the only one, Taifu! Get this through your stubborn human head! I-" he coughed, and groaned, clutching his stomach. He squeezed his eyes shut, tilting his head back, hoping the sick feeling would pass. It didn't, but the computer managed to provide a bucket in time.
It didn't take as long, a mere ten minutes this round, but it was twice as painful. He wipped his lips, and lifted his head, ready to continue.
But Taifu was gone.
(dun dun dun! FIGHT, FIGHT, FIGHT! XD Btw, I don't consider virginity lost if it's rape.)
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Post by chaos on Nov 24, 2008 18:01:23 GMT -5
(Awe poor Zim XD) Taifu had fled the room soon after Zim started throwing up again. She could be near him at the moment. He just didn't get it. She sighed thinking about what he had said. "Why do yuo want children Zim..?" She asked the ceiling as she grabbed her coat and left the house. She had to get out. Had to clear her mind.
As she walked through the town a sharp burst of cold air made her shiver and she found herself inexplicable drawn towards Dib's house. Any thing to avoid the subject she though as she knocked on the front door.
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Post by the_who on Nov 24, 2008 18:55:02 GMT -5
"Hmm?" She blinked as a hug man in a white labcoat opened the door. 'Do I have the wrong house?' she pondered.
"Hello there, scrawny child. Forgive me, I don't do autographs at home."
"Um... where's Dib?" She glanced around him. Last time she checked, this WAS Dib's house. Unless she had somehow walked into an alternate dimmension... or woken up from a coma.
"Dib?" Membrane asked, startled that his son, of all people, was being asked for, and not himself.
"Yes, Dib." A voice came from behind him, and Dib pushed his father aside, and stared at Taifu's haggard look. "Hey... you okay?"
"Yeah, I'll be alright." she mumbled, "Can I come in?" He nodded, and they past the befuddled scientist at the door. "Who's that?" she whispered, uneasy.
"My dad."
"Oh...." she glanced over her shoulder, wincing. She found him quite... creepy....
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Zim woke up after a while. He had passed out after cursing and hacking himself to sleep, which wasn't a very comfortable way to pass out. He blinked, and saddly pulled the pillow towards him, clutching it. He was surprised when the pillow began to talk.
"Masta, where's momma-lady?" He glanced down, and realized that he had missed the pillow, and instead had a goofy-looking green dog in his arms, who looked up at him with large, confused, perhaps even concerned eyes.
"Momma?" he muttered, his grip tightening about Gir.
"Weeeeeeellllll?"
"She's... out." he muttered, staring at the sheets. He had been hoping to keep his private life silent, perhaps even forget it. He sighed, and sat up, stumbling out of bed. He walked into the living room, and grabbed the phone, reclining in the overstuffed maroon recliner, dialing her cell phone.
Of course, she didn't answer.
"Taifu... when you get home... we need to talk." He left that message for her, then hung up. He clung to himself, feeling cold except for his warm little robot clinging to his head. He sighed, rubbing his eyes, memories coming back. Horrible memories that caused him to defensively squeeze his legs together, clasping his arms tight around his knees to secure the safety of his purity. He bit into his lip, muffling a sob.
"Masta?"
"Damn it...." He dialed her number again, curling up. Again, he had to leave a message. "Taifu... I need you." he squeaked to the recording, and allowed the phone to drop, listening to the long buzzing filling the room as he pulled on his antennas. Gir, scared, shook his master, but there was no hope.
His ruby eyes glazed over, then jammed tight as he fell into the abyss of his memories.
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Post by chaos on Nov 24, 2008 18:58:38 GMT -5
(Am I doin his memories or do you have something special planned?)
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Post by the_who on Nov 24, 2008 19:02:19 GMT -5
(Eh, either way. I've got some (like using Spork and Sizz Lor), but you can pitch some stuff in too if you want.)
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Post by chaos on Nov 24, 2008 19:04:46 GMT -5
(That was my idea XD! but if you wanna do it you are the best writer after all XD)
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Post by the_who on Nov 24, 2008 19:07:56 GMT -5
(Here, you go ahead with sizz lor, and I'll do spork and an...erm... experimental idea.)
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Post by chaos on Nov 24, 2008 19:08:36 GMT -5
(Nah you know what your doin I'll do an interlude of Dib and Taifu XD)
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Post by the_who on Nov 24, 2008 19:09:28 GMT -5
(Mmm.... okay then. ^_^)
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Post by chaos on Nov 24, 2008 19:16:06 GMT -5
Dib dragged Taifu up the stairs and in to his room. "So what's up with your dad?" She asked once he shut the door.
"He doesn't really know that my sister and I exist sometimes." Dib sighed rubbing the back of his head. "Its alright though." He smiled then looked at her more seriously. "The real question is what are you doing here?"
Taifu sighed and sat down on Dib's bed. "I don't want to talk about it." She stared at the floor and Dib knew it was something to do with Zim. But he also knew it was best not to ask and to let Taifu cool off a little. At least she hadn't run away this time.
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Post by the_who on Nov 24, 2008 19:49:29 GMT -5
"Dirty little runt."
"Ah! Ah! Please, stop!"
"Think causing an energy crisis is fun, huh!? We lost thousands of unborn smeets! THOUSANDS!"
"I'm sorry...."
"I'll teach you! I SWEAR I'LL TEACH YOU, YOU WORTHLESS DEFFECT! TO THINK I PROTECTED YOU!"
A maroon uniform was tossed aside, a much large blue one along with it. Screams were heard. Shadows on the wall showed a tiny form kicking, screaming, but blood spitting upward into the air. He lashed out, managing a few moments, but as he clambered away, he was dragged back, legs jerked away from each other.
"I'M SORRY! I'M SORRY!!!!! I'M SORRRRRRY!!!!!!!"
Within the hour, though, the punisment did not end, pain overwhelming the assaulted young smeet, screams echoing upon deaf ears. No one dared question the authority of the Tallest's bodygaurd, afterall.
Especially when that bodygaurd was next to be Tallest.
Tallest Spork.
And the abuse didn't end there.
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"Masta! Masta, wake up!" Gir jerked his hyperventalating master, but to no avail. He looked around desperately. Where was his other master?
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Years passed... and people died.
Nobody knew what had happened to him. Nobody knew how he lamented over the loss of Tallest Miyuki, how he cringed when Spork came to power.
But it was short lived... Spork was soon killed by the same force that killed Miyuki.
The smeet's accident, of course... though this time, the accident had better results than the previous, almost as if making up for his earlier heartache. He wasn't sad to see Spork go, but rather relieved.
These new Tallests, Red and Purple, weren't by any means great leaders. But they wouldn't rape him, either. And so, he worked hard for them, despite his tendancy to cause himself trouble.
But finally, the day came where he was again the center of a nightmare. He trembled in fear before them as they sentanced him to banishment... to FoodCourtia.
But he had no idea how much horror would actually await him.
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"Zim... Zim, get up." his computer demanded, using a mechanical arm to nudge it's master. It's cameras swivelled back on Gir, who was beggining to panic. "Zim...." The Irken's finger's curled.
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"I don't want this!"
"But can't you see I want you?" The young Irken yelped as the much larger Irken began clawing away at his uniform, and he trembled, on the verge of tears. "You're quite a card, you know. Very... unique."
"LEAVE ME BE, YOU HORRIBLE-"
"Come here. I promise I won't hurt you." The younger Irken pulled away, but was jerked back. "I said come here! I swear, Zim, I can make your life much harder than it already is if you don't comply."
"Make it." the young Irken hissed, his legs buckling, ducking down, wrapping his arms around his hips in order to protect himself. He dropped to his knees, refusing to stand.
"Get up."
"No."
"Fine."
"NO! NO! NO, BOSS! PLEASE, OH IRK, NO!"
But it happened... just as cruelly, just a painful, just as rutheless. Like before with Spork where there had only been hate behind the action, there was nothing lust behind it now. Not even the slightest bit of pure affection behind it.
"SIZZ-LORR! NO! NO!" A peircing shriek.
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"I think we should call Taifu." the computer said, getting a bit nervous as he continued to scan Zim's PAK. "He's feverish."
"Masta, please wake up."
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"You're a disgrace, Zim."
"Ha! But I beat you and your filthy course, your pety obstacles! What are you going to do now, hmm?"
"I'll show you... heh heh...."
"Er... what are you doing... no... no! GET AWAY FROM ZIM!"
"Hehe...."
Sergeant Hobo 678 was the last person Zim ever allowed to hurt him.
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Taifu grimaced - her cellphone had been vibrating for some time now. She had ignored the first five buzzes, but now was getting a bit worried. Had Zim tried something stupid.
"So they chase goats into the-"
"Sorry, Dib... I've got to take this." she reached into her pocket, grabbing the simple white cellphone, flipping it open and holding it to her ear.
"MASTA-LADY! YOU HAVE TO COMES HOME! COMPUTER SAYS MASTAs HAVIN SEIZURE!" She could hear screaming in the background, and dropped the phone, but hurriedly picked it up again.
"Gir... Gir, what's going on?"
"He's all jerking around, won't let us touch him, momma! I's scared...."
"I-it's okay. I'll be home. Okay? You don't let him lay a hand on you. Hide if you have to. Okay? You know, up in the vents?" She heard his squeak of cooperation. "I'll be home in a minute."
She flicked the phone closed, and looked at Dib, his expression concerned. "Dib... something's going on... Gir sounded really scared."
"Should I come?"
"Please?" He nodded, and the two set off.
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Zim shuddered, writhing, caught in the dark abyss of his mind, feeling numb. Memory after memory, every cell reliving the agony. He swore he could feel the torture once more, but this time, all at once, and his shrill screams echoed about the realm of his mind.
Caught between emotions, numbness, and agony.
Reflections of himself.
His own screach peircing through his mind.
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Post by chaos on Nov 24, 2008 19:58:45 GMT -5
(Oo AHAH! XD Sargent HOBO! XD AHAHAH! XD brilliant poor Zim though....)
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Post by the_who on Nov 24, 2008 20:12:29 GMT -5
(myep. I thought of sargeant hobo and i'm like - okay, he's GOT to be a pedophile.)
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Post by chaos on Nov 24, 2008 20:15:10 GMT -5
Taifu and Dib arrived at Zim's base moments later. The closer they got the easier it was to hear the screaming. It was Zim's voice but, Taifu shivered,she had never heard him so terrified before.
"Zim..?!" She was worried and ran the rest of the way down the side walk to the door ripping it open. She froze.
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Post by the_who on Nov 24, 2008 20:46:18 GMT -5
He was bolted to floor by his spider legs, lashing out at the air, screaming in Irken tongue, kicking, protecting his crotch with one hand while attempting to rip his own stomach out with the other. He bucked and snapped at the air, ghosts of his past haunting him.
Trembling, she quickly sprinted to his side, but the moment she touched him, he let out a horrible scream, worse than that of the mythological siren's, and jerked away, clawing at the floor. She watched as he convulsed, and vomit began leaking from off his chin, before he whipped around and backed into the wall, fighting invisible enemies.
"Zim...."
"Taifu, don't get to close!" Dib warned, but she disregarded him, tackling Zim against the wall, shaking him. She gaped as he thrust her aside, and promptly jumped on her, attempting to rip her face off. Dib leaped forward, but the moment he was close enough, Zim lurched away, Taifu following after him, blood leaking off her cheek.
"Zim, wake up!" she yelled, tackling him to the ground. He screeched, clawing at her neck, his red eyes distant and clouded, animalistic. His mechanical legs rose behind her, and jabbed into her shoulder, and she yelped. Even still, she refused to release him, shaking him. His claws grasped into her mouth, pulling her jaw down by the teeth, but she bit him hard before he could dislocate it. He yelped, jerking his hand from her mouth, and pulled at her neck, ringing it, rolling so she was again on the ground and he above her, beating her senseless. She put up with it, though, and between groans of pain, position her knee.
She lurched it upward, and he screamed as it hit his growing genitals, and stumbled back. Covered in crimson, she stalked forward, pouncing upon him, shaking him. "Zim! Zim! Zim! Wake up!"
Dib watched in horror as the battle became a bloodbath, yet Taifu continued on, biting her tongue as his mechanical legs sliced into her back, scarring it. He finally managed to get in on the fight, and made to pull her up, but she whapped him good and hard before returning to Zim, beginning to slap his cheek in desperation.
"Zim!" She squeaked as his knee made contact with her own genitals, and she growled, and snapped his head to the side, digging her teeth into his neck in anger. He would NOT kick her there... ever.
He thrust beneath her as she continued to bite him, blood pooling, and finally, his insanity seemed to rip off as he screamed, jerking beneath her as emerald blood mingled with crimson, kicking for a new reason, screaming her name.
And as she heard it, she gaped for air, lifting up, and groaned, slumping against him as he panted and quivered. "Damn it... Zim...." she stammered, his mechanical legs growing limp on her back, and she closed her eyes, breathing heavily.
"Get off! Get off!"
"I won't hurt you."
"GET OFF!"
"What's going on?"
"OFF! OFF!" he seemed scared of her, shoving upon her, trying desperately to squirm away.
"I'll get off, just tell me what-"
"Don't take it... not again... not again...."
"ZIM!" He whimpered as she slapped him, and jerked him up. His lip quivered, and he jammed his eyes shut, awaiting her to invade him just as every other had. But she didn't.
Instead, her fingers lifted to his antennas, delicately stroking them, into the grooves. Her lips gently brushed his neck where she had bit him, as if apologizing, slowly kissing the pain away. "Zim... I will beat you only if you beat me... but I would never hurt you that way. I would never touch you where you didn't want to be touched. I would never do that to you." she whispered, understanding. She understood the fear in his eyes, the trembling of his skin. He released a whimper, tears streaking his cheeks. Not the touch of lust or anger or vengance... but affection, sympathy, passion... things that soothed him, caused his breathing to calm some. He laid beneath her like a ragdoll as she kissed away his tears, holding him close. "Never."
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Post by chaos on Nov 24, 2008 21:06:38 GMT -5
Dib watched the two with awe and a bit of fear. It was amazing the lengths Taifu would go for Zim. And vise versa. Dib gave a sad smile as Taifu held Zim. He internally sighed and backed out of the house. He wasn't needed here. heck he wasn't really needed any where.
Dib found himself thinking back to when Zim had though he was still a girl. But quickly shook it off. He wasn't a girl and he wasn't gay! With another sigh Dib trudged home.
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Post by the_who on Nov 24, 2008 21:19:44 GMT -5
Zim shivered as Taifu's eyes captured his. Slowly, her lips lowered unto his, cautiously, and he leaned upward, closing his eyes as he began drifting to somewhere else. A nowhere... that was black... but warm... her caress about him, her safety there, not a thought in his head. A peaceful oblivion.
Taifu sighed as he nodded off in her arms, and looked up. She opened her mouth to speak to Dib, but found he wasn't there. She looked around, blinking, sitting up, but he wasn't there. Suddenly, she felt Zim's hand take her own, and stared as he led it down to his thigh, and held it there, beside his crotch. She smilled a bit at the awkward but sweet display.
He was hers.
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Dib found himself slamming the door to his room, breathing heavily, and slumped against it. Gaz, on the other side of it, yelled at him to stop annoying her, which only made him feel worse.
"Damn it!" he yelled, sinking unto his bed, pulling the pillow over his head. He stayed there like that for a moment before curling inward. He was sick... oh so sick... of being ignored. Of being uneccessary. Of failing time and time again.
He felt jealousy towards Taifu and Zim - irrational jealousy. He wanted someone there to slap him at the moment, to curse him out, to tell him that he was wanted. He didn't care if it meant someone stabbing him with a knife so long as they needed him.
His chest heaved up and down, and finally, he let out an angered scream, muffling it with his pillow, tears streaking his cheeks.
And he wondered... if his mother, from her cloud in heaven, was laughing at him right now, taunting him with her absence.
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Membrane glanced up from his computer, hearing a door slam. He stroked his chin, and stood, walking out of his labs curiously. "Dib, keep it down, can't you see I'm trying to win level twenty?" Gaz snapped up at the stairs.
Membrane, confused, began climbing them.
Why was there door-slamming in his household?
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Post by chaos on Nov 24, 2008 21:46:20 GMT -5
Membrane looked at his son's bedroom door before opening it. "Son?" He asked peeking in the room.
"Go away." Dib hissed his voice still muffled by the pillow.
Membrane didn't go away though. Instead he walked right in to the room. "Son, I detect your not happy about something."
"Oh really? What ever gave you that idea?" Dib growled. He did not want to deal with his dad at the moment.
Membrane sighed and sat down next to Dib. "Son-er, I mean Dib.."
Dib looked up Membrane had never called him that before. "What?"
membrane sighed and did another thing he never did. He removed his goggles. his eyes were sunken and had heavy dark circles under them. But looking carefully you could still see the golden brown color spark at its brightest every once in a while. "Dib...I know your upset...But I can't do anything unless you let me."
Dib sighed. "I know...."
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Post by the_who on Nov 24, 2008 22:02:14 GMT -5
(sorry it took so long - got a plot bunny i had to write out. check it out.)
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Post by the_who on Nov 24, 2008 22:09:38 GMT -5
"What is it then?" Membrane asked, perhaps a bit to hurriedly. Dib saw the earnestness behind it, though, and rolled over, unable to bear his father's eyes, the emotions they conjured.
"I need... to be needed."
"Hmm?"
"I need to be needed! I need someone to want me here, not ignore be or scoff at me or insult me or beat me!" he found his temper rising, his body rising to a sitting position, his voice becoming colder. "I'm sick of you always being gone, of Gaz mocking me, of my friends' ability to get on without me! I WANT OUT!" He found it all coming out of him, his fist trembling in anger. "I HATE IT HERE! I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE! DON'T YOU GET IT! I HATE BEING YOUR SON!" He gaped at his own words after they took a moment to sink into his mind, and he covered his mouth with his hands. But... but they were the right words.
A silence passed through the room.
"I just want someone to care." Dib squeaked at last, pulling his knees to his chest, keeping his back toward his father. He had the urge to run out the window, to run away and never look back. But he was no coward, nor a hypocrite.
"I... I do care."
"Well, you suck at showing it."
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